oh sunday, sunday
this morning was the first morning i've woken up and not been confused by where i am. and although the heat is making it difficult to sleep, once i was down i slept quite peacefully. its nice to be moving out of the shock and confusion state i've been in for the past few days. i've begun my piece today. i've cleared off three shelves (and santized them) and then painted them white and sterile. they almost sparkle in comparison with their surroundings. tomorrow i will clearcoat and then begin suturing its wounds. for today, i begin making the organs but not before a swim and a shower at the Y. while elsewhere may never feel like home, its not feeling so foreign and thats reassuring.